Wednesday, January 7, 2009

~*Lifes TOO Short*~




I sit here and think about how many people I know who have died or have gotten killed in the last few years and its so hard to believe. One of my only best friends died on Sunday morning. If I had the reasons why she did what she did I would pray she was still here. I miss her more than anything && will never have the answers to all my questions. But I hope she knows I love her and will always remember the fun times we had. Emily was one of the most beautiful girls I know and she always will be. She had the most AWESOME smile && it was so contagious. She had a way of showing people how she cared for them. We had some great times together even though we only hung out a little bit she was an inspiration to me. I believe now she is the reason for all the GOOD happening in my life right now. I get to take 1st Responder classes that I have been looking forward to for a while and I also get to become a volunteer FF. Things are looking up for me so Im happy. I keep praying that Emily dying was a dream but I know it wasnt so I just need to remember the memories we made. I love you girl && thanks for everything. Save me a spot right there beside you =)